From: Donna Honeycutt Date: Fri, 10 Mar 2000 13:05:59 -0500 Subject: New story - Mind Games Source: direct Title - Mind Games Author - Donna Email address - donnah@pop.uky.edu URL - www.geocities.com/Area51/Quadrant/4571/ Rating - R Category - MSR Spoilers - None Keywords - angst Summary - Someone's playing with her mind, or she's losing it Feedback - Please Archive - Anywhere, just please keep my name and let me know! Disclaimer - Mulder, Scully, the Lone Gunman and Skinner all belong to Chris, 10-13 and Fox - Bless them for it!! No infringement intended. Mind Games Scully let herself in the apartment. She laid her briefcase on the desk and punched play on her answering machine. No messages? That was strange, Mom should have called by now. She'd said she would call before lunch. Oh well, she'd try her in a little while. She kicked her shoes off at the desk and wiggled her toes as she looked through the mail. Kind of lean today, not a single catalog. She tossed it down on the desk and headed for the bedroom. Scully shrugged out of her suit coat and unbuttoned her skirt. So good to get out of the pantyhose. She pulled on her jeans and t-shirt. After hanging up her suit and tossing her blouse into the dirty clothesbasket, she padded barefoot into the kitchen. She'd been running late this morning, hadn't even had time to rinse her cup or. . . where was her spoon? That was weird. She checked on the floor and around the sink. Not there. Well, maybe she hadn't used one this morning. But it was odd. After a quick dinner she booted up her computer and went to work. Another dull evening at home. After talking with her mother, who assured her she had left a message, she ran a bath and then went on to bed. The next morning she had more time and washed her cup and spoon before leaving for the office. She was reaching for the door handle of her car when she stopped. What was bothering her? She looked around, no one out of the ordinary, regular traffic. She shook it off and went to work. By the fourth day whatever was bugging her was beginning to affect her sleep. When she entered the office Mulder was there and obviously waiting for her. Great. "Scully, are you okay?" "I'm fine Mulder." She didn't even bother to face him, putting her briefcase on the desk. He slammed the palm of his hand down on the desk and she whirled around startled. "I thought we were past that Scully." To his shock, tears formed in her eyes and guilt suffused him. She didn't want to talk about whatever it was and here he was pushing her, getting into areas where she didn't want him. "Scully, I'm sorry." "No, you're right. I need some help." Those words shot through his spine like fire. He was moving toward her before he realized he'd processed the words. He put his hand on her shoulder and turned her toward him. "Scully?" "I think there's something wrong with me. I should make an appointment with a neurologist, but. . . " The liquid fire from his spine was now pouring into the rest of his body. Neurologist? "What is it?" He was guiding her to his chair. After she was seated he squatted beside her. "I think," she had to stop then and gave a shaking laugh, "I think I may be developing the early stages of Alzheimer's." "You? Come on Scully. Tell me what's happening." His eyes hadn't left her face, and now he was holding tightly to her hand. "It sounds so stupid when I say it, I'm losing things in my apartment - a spoon, my bath oil . . . " He waited for her to continue, but when she didn't, asked "Could someone be taking things?" "Why would anyone want to steal one spoon or half a bottle of lotion? No one's broken in. I can't tell that anyone has been there." "Who else has a key?" He didn't realize his fingers were caressing her hand now. "Only you." He couldn't hide his surprise at that. "What about your mother?" "She doesn't have a key. No one has a key but you." That knowledge rendered him silent. He knew she trusted him, but . . . "And it feels, this just sounds crazy, but when I walk to my car in the mornings it feels like everyone on the street is watching me. When I look around, no one is, but it feels like it." "Do you feel that way here?" "No, I'm not bothered by it here." "Why do you think that is?" "I just assumed it was because, uh . . . " She stopped and he squeezed her hand. "What Scully?" "Because you were here. It was safe." God, could he take many more of these revelations? She felt safe when he was around? Only he was trusted with the key to her home? He needed to sit down, he was feeling positively giddy and that was definitely the wrong reaction right now. He should be thinking of her and only her. She was watching him, the first slight smile he'd seen lately playing around her lips. He could feel the color rise on his cheeks. "I've said too much." "Not as far as I'm concerned you haven't. Look, I know this seems strange, and if you want to see a doctor, I'm all for it. I'll even take you, but why don't we look around your place first. Maybe it isn't you." "If you're going to tell me I have rats big enough to do this . . . " "Well you might, but I'm not thinking of the rodent kind." "You don't really think someone would go through my apartment for this?" "What else is missing?" "Oh maybe some laundry, but since it's a community laundry room someone could have gotten mixed up. An old birthday card that I was keeping. It's dumb stuff, not the kind of thing someone would break in and steal. I have a little cash hidden and it's still there. What? What are you thinking?" "What kind of laundry is missing?" "Some lingerie, a t-shirt." He could feel the hackles rise on the back of his neck. "Why don't I head home with you tonight. We can grab a bite to eat and I can look around. You can point out where things were. Okay?" She sighed, he hoped from relief. "Yeah, I'd appreciate it." He tried to keep his watching of her to a minimum during the day. She could always tell and he didn't want to annoy her, she had enough on her mind. But he knew she wasn't sick. That wasn't it, but that didn't mean someone else wasn't. He followed her home so that her car would be available to her in the morning and after parking, walked her to her door. His hand was resting lightly on her back and she steadied herself with the touch. Before allowing her to use her key, he checked the lock. No signs that anyone had tried to break in, no scratches. Okay that didn't mean it hadn't happened, it could mean that they were very good. Again he followed her and stopped when she hesitated just inside the door. "Scully?" "Sorry, I don't even want to come in here anymore." Her eyes swept the apartment. "I don't see anything wrong." He moved in front of her then and stood in the middle of the room, turning to take everything in. After a minute he looked over at her. "Want to show me what you've found before?" She nodded resignedly and led him into the kitchen. "It doesn't make sense, but count the spoons, only seven of them now. I had eight teaspoons with the set. One's gone. I thought I remembered using it in my coffee three or four mornings ago, but when I got home only the cup was in my sink. I even checked the garbage disposal. It's not in the apartment, so I had to have thrown it away. Why would I do something like that? I never have before." "Don't assume you did Scully. What else?" She nodded and led him to her bathroom. She picked up a delicate looking bottle half full of some lotion. "I bought this new last weekend. At least I thought I did. It's expensive and I never use this much. In fact, I only remember using it once." She held it out to him. Instead of just taking it from her, he pulled out a tissue and took it gingerly from her. "Why don't I have this dusted, just to make sure." "Mulder, I appreciate you trying to reassure me, but who would steal half a bottle of this stuff." He removed the lid and took a sniff. "Someone who wants to smell like you, or be reminded of you?" She looked away, not at all reassured. "Anything else in here?" "Well, a washcloth that matches my yellow towels. That could be laundry, except I hadn't put it in the dirty clothes that I remember." She gave a harsh chuckle, "That I remember is the key phrase, right?" "Scully." "Mulder this is stupid. No one would break in here for a spoon, a washcloth, come on. I've done something with these things. Do you think I didn't check the lock, or look for evidence of someone being in here? I'm even erasing messages that I don't remember hearing." "Tell me about that." He drew her out of the bathroom and back into the living room. "Mom left me a very detailed message about some plans she was making. She knows it was my machine, but I have no memory of hearing the message. We've done a couple of tests since then, I told her I wanted to make sure the machine was working, but . . . I usually have at least a couple of messages on my machine when I get home, now I don't have any." "Did you check when we got here today?" "I don't know, did I?" Where was this fear coming from? This didn't sound like Scully, what wasn't she telling him? He glanced over at the machine, no light blinking announcing a message waiting. "You don't have any messages Scully, and I can vouch that you didn't erase any." She seemed to relax a little at that. "What else is it Scully? This isn't enough to convince you." "I'm dreaming." It was only a whisper, he leaned in closer to hear her. "About what?" "I hear someone telling me all of the things I've forgotten during the day, the things I've misplaced. I've even found a few things right where the voice said." "Is it a male voice you hear?" His mind was racing, this wasn't right, something else was going on here. "It's my voice Mulder." He looked down at her, startled. She nodded. "It's me. When I'm asleep I can remember better. But what if I stop telling myself where the things are? What if my mind goes away for good?" "Scully, look at me. This is not what you think it is. Something's happening, I agree. But not what you're thinking. Your mind is clear as a bell. Nothing like this is happening at work, I would have noticed." "You did notice. You knew something was wrong, you confronted me about it." "No." He shook his head at her, "Not this kind of thing. I knew you were upset, I could tell you weren't sleeping, but you've answered every question, you've found every file, every bit of evidence. You caught my mistake on the travel form." He couldn't mistake the look of hope that had appeared in her eyes. "But -" "Don't doubt yourself Scully. I don't." He saw tears form in her eyes again but she blinked them away. "Why don't we get something to eat and you tell me everything." She took a deep steadying breath and after a moment nodded. She was willing to order in but he wanted her out of here, away from the added stress. He led her out, watching as she locked the door. She was fine; he knew it, scared but fine. Once outside he pointed to his car and realized she was so busy looking around to see if anyone was watching her she hadn't noticed. "I'm here Scully. Nobody's going to bother you. I won't let them." Her attempt at a smile was feeble and she couldn't even sustain that. He wanted to take her in his arms but he was pretty sure he knew how that would be received. He did take her arm and seated her in his car. They were quiet on the way to the restaurant. He chose Thai, her favorite. They were seated before she realized where they were. "Mulder, you don't like this food." "You do. Come on, let's order." Once the waitress left them alone he reached over and covered her hand with his own. "Tell me the rest. This isn't enough to scare you like this. Don't tell me you're not scared." "What if it's the cancer?" She blurted it out as though the words were burning her. "What if it's returned and moved into my brain?" His heart clutched. Not the cancer. The chip was supposed to protect her. He needed to speak, reassure her. His grip tightened on her hand. "No Scully. It's not the cancer. I'm going to get the food to go after all. Will you be okay?" She gave a small nod. When he returned with their dinner he took her arm and led her out. "I'm taking you to my place for a while." She didn't protest. Once at his apartment she seemed to relax a little. "Why don't you go change, Scully." "Change?" She glanced down at her work clothes. "Yeah, here's your chance to rummage though my wardrobe and outfit yourself. I know it's one of your top fantasies." That earned a small smile from her, but she did as he asked. He spread the food out on his coffee table and looked up as she returned to the room. He had to smile; she looked like a little girl in his clothes. Of course, he knew what was under them. He mentally shook himself and rose to draw her over to the couch. She was able to eat a little and they kept the subject light. While he cleaned up she wandered around, fed the fish, smiled at the titles of some of the videos he didn't own, but mostly touched things, making physical contact. He watched her while she wasn't looking, aching to help her. Knowing she had to be okay, she had to be. He joined her then, "You look tired Scully." "I haven't been sleeping." "Put your feet up, it's a comfortable couch." To his surprise she did scrunch down into it. "I'll be right here." She nodded and closed her eyes. He realized shortly that she was asleep, so he settled himself in front of the computer. He'd never gotten rid of his bookmarks on the web regarding her cancer, much as he hated it he was going to research it now. Her restlessness drew him back to the couch. She began making small noises, then an occasional word. As she became more agitated he reached for her. "Mulder." "I'm right here." But she wasn't awake. He realized she was crying. He brushed her cheek with his finger. "Scully, wake up. It's just a dream. Come on." She finally opened her eyes to the comfort of him bending over her, there for her. "What time is it?" "Not quite ten. It's still early." "I should be getting home." She sat up. "I want you to stay here tonight." "What?" He could not have said what she heard. "Hey, I'm not making a pass Scully. Honest. I think you're more comfortable here right now." She knew the color was high on her cheeks. He knew her too damn well. But she didn't have the strength to pretend he wasn't right. Finally she nodded and his eyes smiled though he did manage to keep it from his lips. "You hungry now? You didn't eat much." "No, thanks really." She continued at his look. "What if I just got ready for bed. It's the first time I've slept in ages." "Bathroom's yours. There's an extra toothbrush in the cabinet." "One of the extras you keep around for all your women?" "Yeah, if you spot any in there would you send them out?" "Count on it." After a slight hesitation she took the hand he held out and stood. When she emerged he looked up. "Sorry, no other women." He grinned. "Damn, that's usually my luck too. Wanna go on to bed now?" She nodded. "Thanks." "You know it's not a problem Scully. See you in the morning." He was asleep on the couch when he heard her. "Stop it! Stop!" He was on his feet and racing to her. Whoever she was fighting seemed to be winning. "Scully." He pulled her up in his arms. "I won't let them get you Scully. I'm right here." She calmed down with his arms around her and he held her until she was sleeping calmly again. He moved then to lay her back down and she protested that, her arms going around him. Her hair smelled good, all of her did. She wouldn't be happy if she were to wake and find him here. He'd wait a while then get out of here. That really was his intention, it just didn't work out that way. The warmth of her body, the relaxing sound of her breathing, lulled him into sleep as well with her in his arms. It was morning when she turned in his arms, waking him. He realized immediately what had happened and knew it was morning. "Scully?" "Mulder? What are you - " "You were having a nightmare." "Did you . . .?" She looked around. He nodded. "I'm sorry. I should have left." "It's, it's okay. We, uh we should be getting up." He noted for the first time that he hadn't released her. It hadn't even occurred to him. "Sorry." He removed his arms from her then, albeit reluctantly. And headed for the kitchen to start the coffee. When he finally emerged from the bedroom she looked up, "We're going to be late." "We're not going to the office. I think we should go directly to your doctor's office. Let's clear these doubts up." "Mulder, we can't just show up at Connie's office. She's a busy doctor, I'm sure she has a full day of appointments already set up." "She won't turn you down, Scully. She can at least set up some tests. Come on, we have to . . . you have to do this." He watched her shoulders slump but knew that she agreed with him. Connie had agreed as well, setting up a PET scan and blood work immediately. Mulder remained with her when he was allowed; showing his support and helping her remain calm. It was only when they were separated that he allowed his anguish to show. Not again, this just could not be happening again. When Connie finally called them in her office he was at wits end. It was as though she were supporting him again suddenly. "Dana, I have good news. The cancer has not returned." She waited for a moment for them both to begin breathing again. "I don't know what's causing your symptoms. I think a further examination is called for, but there is no evidence of cancer. Are you okay?" Connie had risen now from behind her desk and put her hand on Scully's arm. "I think so." Scully managed a tremulous smile, her other hand going out toward Mulder. He clasped it tightly, and after a minute assisted her to her feet. "Dana, I want you to call me tomorrow. I'll make an appointment for you and we'll talk about your symptoms. In the meantime, try to relax. We'll find out what's going on." Her steps became steadier the closer they got to the car. "Are you really okay Scully?" "Well, we still don't know what's wrong with me, but yeah, I'm better. The PET scan . . . " "Yeah." They'd reached the car by then and he opened the door for her. "We never got any breakfast, you up for some now?" "Actually, I'd like to get some fresh clothes. If you want to drop me off I can meet you at the office." "You don't need to come in today Scully. Take some time, at least the rest of the day." When she didn't fight that statement he started the car and headed toward her place. At his insistence he walked her to her door. "I'll call you later, see if you want to grab a bite or something." "Mulder, thanks. Last night was . . . " "Scully, you're welcome to grace my bed anytime." She grinned at him and nodded. "Go. Let me get cleaned up. I'll call you later." "Make sure you do." He squeezed her hand and she let him out the door. She realized that even with him gone it didn't feel so bad here any more. He'd done what she needed to feel better, both last night and today. She made her way into her bedroom, purposely not looking to see if anything was out of place or missing. There she shucked her clothes and walked nude into the bathroom. She checked to make sure her robe was behind the door, good it hadn't been touched. She drew a tub for herself and turned on the radio she kept in there, finding some soft jazz to relax her as she soaked some more of her tension away. The cancer wasn't back, and she'd awaken to the feel of Mulder's arms around her. She knew she was blushing even in the privacy of her own bath, but that didn't diminish the pleasure she'd gotten. When the water cooled she reluctantly rose and wrapped a towel around herself. She was feeling almost her old self when she emerged from the bathroom. The cancer wasn't back. She'd had a very good night's sleep, that thought brought a blush to her cheeks even though nothing had really happened. And Mulder believed her that something was going on. He had a theory already though he hadn't shared it with her and she hadn't had the energy to press. She padded toward her bedroom in her bare feet, securing her robe around her. There was really no reason not to go in to work. It wasn't that late and she was positive that Mulder could use some help on the report they should have finished yesterday. She glanced toward the living room and stopped dead still. It was in shambles, the couch sliced, the pillows disemboweled, the coffee table overturned, books on the floor. The arms that went around her scared her into immobility. One arm around her waist, the other over her mouth. She had a moment to realize that the fear she had lived with had affected her more than even she had let on when she heard the voice in her ear. "Did you wash all of him off of you? Where he touched you with his hands, his mouth, his penis? I thought you were better than that. I thought the traveling with him was legitimate, business only. Why did you stay with him last night?" She couldn't respond with his hand over her mouth and he made no move to release her. Now they were moving backwards, towards her back door. Is that how he kept getting in? Mulder had checked, there had been no marks on that lock either. She still hadn't seen his face. He was taller than she was, but not as tall as Mulder. He was strong, she wasn't sure she could have taken him even if she had been in top form. "I'm going to take my hand from your mouth. If you don't keep quiet you will be sorry." Scully nodded, she couldn't do anything at present, but she was alert now, she'd find her chance. A mask was dropped over her eyes. This man didn't want to take any chances on being seen. Then she felt handcuffs placed on her wrists. Her handcuffs she was sure. Now what was she to do? His arm left her waist now and his movements seemed to keep him as far from her as possible. What did that mean? Think, Dana, profile him! He was taking her out back of her apartment building now, she could smell the garbage cans and now into a car. He had opened the back door and was pushing her gently down, his hands only touching her shoulders. Should she be fighting him? He hadn't displayed a weapon, but he had to have at least a knife, the gouges in her couch had not been made by hand. He seemed to be driving in circles, so he was trying to confuse her about their destination. Well, mission accomplished. How long had they been driving? Blindfolded it seemed like a long time but rationally it couldn't have been. Mulder wouldn't have any idea that she even needed him. He'd check on her, but not answering the phone could mean she was asleep. He wouldn't realize at first there was a problem, not unless he came over, which he would eventually, but would he in time? He'd think she was following his suggestion to stay home. Mulder, you know me so well - know that I need you now. They were stopping and she heard him leave the car. She was confused; she had no idea where they were. He had her by the arm again. When she stumbled against him he froze and shoved her away, then caught her before she could go down. He didn't speak but was breathing heavily. They were inside now and moving downstairs. She heard a door close behind them and then the mask was pulled gently from her face. An empty room, no windows, probably 10 X 12. It smelled of disinfectant and cleaning supplies. "Where are we?" He ignored her and walked to a second door in the room, one she hadn't noticed, almost opposite where they had entered. It was hidden - as though he'd cut the door out of the wall and made sure it wouldn't be noticed. Her fear threatened to overtake her. "You'll want to see this." He opened the door and held it for her. She didn't move. "I want to go home." "You'll feel better after you see this." He motioned for her to come over again. Well, she didn't have a lot of choices and she wanted to keep him from becoming upset. She cautiously approached the door wishing her hands were free. She froze in the doorway. This was impossible. She turned, taking in more of the room. Her face looked back at her from every surface. Scully finally turned to look at him. "What's going on?" "Don't you like it? You're so beautiful, I started collecting your pictures and just couldn't stop. This was my first picture." He picked up a framed photograph from a newspaper. When she didn't move to see it he approached her. She didn't even try to read the cut line. It was a picture of she and Mulder leaving what looked like a courthouse. It was an invasion of privacy, but what disturbed her most was the way Mulder's face had been obliterated from the photo. That caused her to look up at the pictures surrounding her again. He'd been ripped out or savagely scratched out of every picture he'd been in. The newer pictures didn't include him and had been taken recently, probably by the man in front of her. So this is why she'd felt so watched at her apartment. "Why are you doing this?" "You're a very special woman Dana." "You were in my apartment." She stated it as fact. "I thought you might want some familiar things around you when you came here." He gestured toward the table. The things missing from her apartment were there, even some things she hadn't missed. Her comb, the dressy earrings her mother had given her for Christmas, a spoon, no fork or knife, and a jar that she was sure contained her bath oil. Son of a bitch. "Don't you like it?" Listen," she hesitated, "What should I call you?" He wasn't hiding his face from her any longer. He didn't expect her to ever leave. "Harold." "Harold, this has gone far enough. I want to go home now." "Nice ladies don't spend the night in a man's apartment." She froze, keep steady Dana, he sounded rational so far. "What are you talking about Harold?" Keep using his name, keep a connection. "I trusted you. Even though you went out of town with him. You always got separate rooms. But last night - " "I was afraid Harold. I knew someone had been in my apartment and it made me uneasy. I didn't know it was you. Mulder offered to let me stay over because he's my friend and he was concerned about me." "He's a man and you're a woman." "Yes Harold, but we're also friends. We're not a couple, not like you're thinking." "Sure you are. He never goes out with other women. Never, and he looks at you. I see him when he brings you home or comes over to work. He can't wait to get to you. It's like he's sniffing at you. And he's always touching you. But you don't even seem to mind when he puts his hands on you." He was becoming agitated. "Harold don't be angry with Mulder, please. I don't feel disrespected by him. I'm sure he - " "He wants you. He wants to rub his hands on you, his lips - " "Harold, please calm down." "Calm down? You let him! You want him too! You watch him; I've seen you look at his body. A lady wouldn't do that." Without warning he backhanded her. Her hands were still bound by the handcuffs so she wasn't able to keep her balance and fell back, landing on the cot. "Harold, please." If he lost it completely she was going to die. She had to calm him down, make him talk to her again. "No! I thought you were the one. I thought you were a lady, but after last night I know. You're just a whore like all the others. I tried to save you, I really tried, but you're just like the others. You don't deserve to live." "What others Harold?" She'd managed to get her breath back and wipe the blood from her mouth. She had never seen this man before, but she believed him. ***** Skinner arrived shortly after the police and the sight of the room stopped him in his tracks too. After a moment he looked around for Mulder. He spotted him at the entrance to her bedroom and made his way over there. "What's going on." He spoke low, looking around again at the destruction. "Someone took her. Someone's been in and out of her apartment for days playing games with her mind. She didn't know what was happening." "Neither of you came in today." "We were at her oncologist's." Skinner's head jerked up. "She'd thought the cancer was back and affecting her mind. It's not. There's no evidence that the cancer has returned." "So there's some good news." Mulder nodded absently. "Who did this?" "I don't know." Skinner followed him into the bedroom and stopped short. "Yeah, he didn't touch the bedroom or the bath." "He?" Mulder shook his head and tried to walk away. Skinner grabbed his arm and stopped him. "Focus Mulder. Slip that brilliant mind of yours into gear. Tell me your theory, why didn't he bother these two rooms." Mulder hesitated for a second. "It's not sexual. He didn't invade her secret space." He looked up into Skinner's eyes. "He's not going to rape her. To him she's pure, untouched." His eyes widened. "He overheard us. When I dropped her off, I said . . . " "What?" "She stayed at my place last night. She was upset, scared. She fell asleep on my couch and I let her stay." Skinner's eyes had narrowed. "I talked her into moving to the bed and I slept on the couch. When I brought her home I made some dumb comment that he must have heard." "What comment?" "Uh, something stupid." Skinner's look was unforgiving. "That she was always welcome to grace my bed." Skinner sighed. Mulder looked away for an instant then got back to business. "The super's on the way up. He has a key to this place. Whoever's been doing this has access. She doesn't leave her keys lying around, neither do I." Skinner looked up, questioning. "I have a key to the apartment. The only other one." Skinner decided to make no comment. It wouldn't help the situation anyway. They both turned as a large man was escorted into the room. "Are you Stanley Mason?" "Stan, yeah. What's going on here?" His eyes surveyed the ruined room. "We need to know who has access to this apartment." "Well, I do, but you don't think that I - " "You're not under suspicion at this time, but we need information and we need it in a hurry." "Oh geez, Ms. Scully wasn't here when . . . oh geez." He ran his hand through the salt and pepper hair. "You know Scully?" "Yeah, she's one of my best tenants. Rent on time, quiet, she's gone a lot you know. I hold her mail for her sometimes. She's a real class act." Mulder nodded, that was certainly true. "Someone's been getting in here, taking little things, messing with her mind. Whoever it is has a key and they've gotten angry." His hand gestured to the room. "Do you have any ideas? Have you seen anyone suspicious around the building?" "Nah, nothing like that." He hitched his pants up, thinking. "Harry might have spotted something. He's been helping me out." "Harry?" Mulder's radar went on alert. "Yeah, he's the other super. Young guy, he'd notice things I might miss." "Why two supers?" "Oh, he ain't assigned this building. See, the company owns three buildings now. Two apartment houses and one office building. Harry handles the other apartments and we both work in the offices." "Would he have a key to this apartment?" "Well sure, but Harry wouldn't do this." "Why?" Skinner asked this, his hand now on Mulder's arm, ready to restrain him if necessary. Stan turned to the larger man. "He's too shy. I kid him all the time about getting a girlfriend." "What's this Harry look like?" "Average. He's probably six feet if he stands up straight. Brown hair, getting thin on the top. Skinny guy, but he's strong. He pulls his weight around here. He's been helping me out quite a bit lately." "Why is that? You been sick?" "No, he just volunteered. I didn't think nothin' of it." Mulder and Skinner exchanged glances. "Where can we find Harry?" "I haven't heard from him today, so I guess he's at his building." Stan rattled off an address. "Listen, I don't think Harry would hurt Ms. Scully. He thinks she's a real lady too." Mulder turned back. "Did he ever mention her to you?" "Not really. I made a comment one time." The man looked down, embarassed. "She was wearing some kind of pink blouse and it was . . . anyway I voiced my appreciation and he got ticked off, told me I shouldn't talk that way about a lady." "You didn't think anything of that?" "No. He was right and I shut up." "Come on Mulder, let's go." Skinner touched his arm again to bring him back to the present. Mulder nodded and they headed out the door. ***** There was no answer at Harry's apartment. Mulder didn't even hesitate, pulling out his housebreaking tools. "Mulder, no!" Skinner hissed at him, "It would mess up our case." "Screw the case. He's taken her and we need to find her." He pushed the door open, ignoring anything else Skinner might have to say. He did notice that Skinner followed him into the room. It was drab, no pictures on the wall, the couch might have been a color years ago, but not anymore. Mulder looked over at Skinner who just shook his head. They began searching the apartment carefully. It was Mulder who opened the desk drawer and pulled out the slips of paper. He was still staring at them when Skinner reentered the room. "What'd you find?" Mulder turned and handed him the papers. After a minute Skinner looked back up at him. "Is this you?" Mulder looked down at the ruined photos. "I'm beginning to think he doesn't like me." "This man is angry. Are you sure he won't hurt her?" "I didn't say he wouldn't hurt her. I said he wouldn't rape her. I'm not sure he's capable. We've got to find him." His jaw was tight. "Let's get a team over here to wait for him, and get out of here before we're caught." Mulder nodded and they got out as Skinner pulled out his phone. The building was under surveillance shortly. Mulder was not part of the team despite his very vocal protests. ***** "Where is she Harry?" Mulder loomed over him, this was taking too long, but at least the son of a bitch had never denied taking her. He was cool; he'd just shown up at his apartment as though nothing had happened. Or as though he had nothing to lose. "Away from you Agent Mulder. Forever away from you. You'll never be able to force yourself on her again. You shouldn't have kept putting your hands on her. I watched you, a woman like her doesn't deserve that." What an arrogant son of a bitch. "What does a woman like Agent Scully deserve Harry?" "She deserved to be worshipped, not manhandled." "Deserved?" The past tense caught his attention immediately. He felt the hairs stand up on the back of his neck. Harry looked at him without responding. Skinner moved closer to Mulder. "Where is she Harry? What have you done?" His voice still sounded steady. "Away from you forever Agent Mulder. You never deserved her anyway. You'll never even find her body." It only took a second or two for the words to be absorbed. Less than that to jerk him to his feet, Mulder's hands tight on his arms. ***** He was ahead of them running. The key fit and he slipped the door open. He fumbled with the wall, finding the latch Harry had described though swollen, bleeding lips. He spotted her immediately lying lifeless on the small cot, dressed in the bathrobe he'd seen on so many trips out of town. He managed to stagger across the room; even the pain in his head receding as shock set in. He knelt beside her and closed his eyes for a second, then reached out with a finger to touch her lips. As he made contact her eyes opened. "Mulder?" He didn't react; knowing it was an impossible dream. "I knew you'd find me." Her hand brushed his cheek then and at the physical contact his eyes widened and he reached for her as the room went black. "Mulder!" She was on her knees now, examining him, taking in the large bandage on his head for the first time. A commotion by the door caused her to turn. She'd defend him tooth and nail if it came to that. But what she saw was Skinner burst into the room and falter to a stop. "Scully?" He seemed to be having trouble breathing and sank into the chair at the door. She'd never seen him quite so disheveled. "What's going on?" She was watching him though her hands had never left Mulder. "Get an ambulance." "There's one on the way, in case . . . " "Sir, please!" Her eyes begged for knowledge. "He said you were dead. Harry said he'd killed you so no one else could 'sully' you. You'd always be pure. He . . . we believed him." She glanced back at Mulder. God, what had he gone through? Skinner understood and answered her unspoken question. "He went berserk. It took three of us to pull him off. Harry was defending himself too. That's how he got the head wound." Scully closed her eyes a moment. The bastard had managed to psych them both out with their most deep-seated fear, that she would die and leave him alone. She just hadn't realized until this instant that they both feared exactly the same thing. "Where's that ambulance?" ***** His head hurt and opening his eyes didn't feel like a good idea. He felt a hand caress his face. "Hey Mulder, I need you to wake up." Scully? Scully! His eyes flew open despite the pain. He had his hands around her arms already, pulling her close. And she was smiling at him. Alive and smiling. She was talking, Mulder, pay attention. " . . . what I was thinking when I opened my eyes? I flashed to Sleeping Beauty with my prince rescuing me." "I may not be up on my fairy tales, but didn't he wake her with a kiss?" His eyes were locked on hers. "Yeah, I believe he did." Her eyes were twinkling now. "Then I feel cheated." She leaned down and whispered in his ear, "You won't for long."